is a Wannabe Poet
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is a deviant since Nov 29, 2003, 12:30 PM
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woot 5,000 at last. I really should write something new *ponders*

Recyled and still crap...

When open doors won't let you through
And you feel like everything is lost
Slowly we are dying
Like flowers in a frost
But still the sun shines
Through clouds of hazy grey
It looks like heaven to me
Would you throw this all away?

As if being ill isn't bad enough. When you're ill all you wanna do is sleep and stop feeling like shit. But when you don't feel shit anymore you don't wanna sleep...cos believe it or not that does eventually get boring. I've been stuck inside since Monday and I'm going crazy. All there is to do is go on the computer, watch crappy tv or sleep! I feel better now...let me out please!

I hate this time of year.

I havn't written anything in aaaaaages. Just too god damn happy. Somethings not right lol. I need to write something before I get swamped with crappy college work. Blah doing poetry in English literature so hopefully will be interesting lessons this year. Sundays are boring but I had a fun adventure tonight and am all jazzed so thats why I'm rambling. We stomped all the way to tesco's which was a bit of a mission just to say hello to Hareth and got stuff thrown at us on the way by people in cars. Then popped into Kari's just to use her loo. Charlotte has the most amazing badge ever and Jim is going to make me one! It's a tesco's name badge that says bitch. So I'm gunna get baby bitch seeing as Charlotte is the ultimate mother bitch. I love her shes so great she got stuff thrown at her and screamed....then I laughed. Lots. Then we skipped all the way up the road and almost died, so had to stop and have a fag. Then we had a picnic in the dark in the park. Swung for a bit then stomped ALL the way home. We like dancing...sexy sexy dancing. I would say woot but Allie told me off for saying that word cos she hates it. She loves cows though which are one of the most scariest animals in the world so what does she know. The only thing I envy about cows is their eyelashes. Varley on safari. I want to wear my pink and white polka dot shoes this weekend but I can't cos they're packed up at my mums house. Moving on the 22nd, that will make life a hell of alot easier. I'm stupid and packed my college stuff away too so I don't have my folder. Me wants it cos I decorated it myself and I'm sad and possesive. Ya. But I have pens, need to chav some paper of someone. I have science tomorrow. My first science lesson at college. I havn't done science in like a year. Don't think I've ever been in that part of college. Scary. Scary miss Mary. And that reminds me I'm not happy with my mate Durst. He said I didn't look like a Sam or even Sammy so I asked him what I did look like, and he said Mary. Tut. I do NOT look like a Mary. Wow you learn something new everday. I learnt some new stuff on my mobile. Also that Jim is short for James. That explains why everyone calls my mate James Jim...I always thought it was just a random nickname. God I'm just a tard. This is the end....if you got this far fucking well done.

Thankyou and goodnight
(I'll prob delete this tomorrow)

P.S Bought my stepmum funky wellies cos she asked for them for her birthday tomorrow. Everyone has to appreciate the coolness of wellies. They ARE the SEX!